“Deep calls to deep at the [thundering] sound of Your waterfalls; All Your breakers and Your waves have rolled over me.” PSALM 42:7 AMP
We Know Not How Devotional

(Above is the first sprout of my garden this year.)
“…the seed sprouts and grows and increases–he knows not how.”
Mark 4:27 AMPC
New beginnings. New life. It’s there. He’s there. The seed is hidden in the dark, cold soil of the earth. We see it not. Yet it is growing roots, taking hold of the good ground, opening itself to life, preparing to break through on the other side.
We see it not. We know not how. We don’t dig it up to analyze its progress. We can’t force it to grow faster. We rest. We wait. We anticipate. We praise.
It’s the same with us. Hidden and trusting in Jesus, we know even in our dark places, He is making the miraculous happen. We know not how. Our part is not to try to figure it out. Our part is to trust. To trust in His love that is too big to comprehend. To trust in His goodness that knows no limits. To trust He is making all things new and beautiful.
All because The Seed (Jesus) went to the depths of the earth for you and was raised to give you life abundant with Him through intimacy.
So slow down. Take a step out of the rat race. Be still and know that the absence of your understanding is NOT the absence of His moving Presence. Find your calm in not concerning yourself with the “hows” and “whys,” but in letting yourself be loved as you are and enjoying Him where you are.
It’s spring. Take a moment (or two, or three…) out of your day today and open your heart and eyes to the promises of new life all around you. And then encounter it (Him) within you.
Resting In His Love,
Annalee Reyes
Nailed It!

Sin, shame, condemnation, guilt, regrets, fear of punishment, rule-keeping, failures, distress, judgement, strife, sicknesses, diseases, death: NAILED! Every one of those things born on Jesus’ body and nailed to that cross, come from us trying to be like God because of Adam.
They come from trying, striving, doing…in an effort to please Him. Those things come from rule-keeping, law-living. Condemnation is the direct result of trying to live out a list of do’s and dont’s before God; a list we could never, would never and were never meant to try to live out.
Eagle Vision

To have Eagle vision is to see Jesus. To see Jesus is to see Grace; His unearned, unmerited favor, faithfulness, goodness and kindness towards you. To see Him is to know Him. To know Him is to experience eternal life right here, right now. And when you continually see Jesus and yourself in Him, you will rise above the oppression and depression that pulls you earthbound and soar on His wings of victory. But what exactly does it mean to “see” Jesus? And how do you “see” Him?
A New Year of Rest

“…You can’t force these things. They only come about through My Spirit…” Zechariah 4:6 msg
The best thing you can resolve to do in 2018 is to rest in what Jesus has done. The life of grace and intimacy with your Savior, is the life of trusting more and trying less. His unconditional love invites you into the unforced rhythms of grace by letting go of trying to “fix” yourself and letting Him do for you what you can’t do for yourself.
Did you know He’s actually attracted to your weaknesses and can’t wait for you to brag about them? Why? Because when you realize your need for Him, His grace explodes there. Society shouts “Be more and do more!” But Jesus reminds you, at the cross, He took your place and gave you His so you can be loved as you are and rest in what He’s done…to receive the desires of your heart instead of strive for them.
Fear Not!
“But Jesus was quick to comfort them. ‘Courage, it’s Me. Don’t be afraid.’”
Matthew 14:27 MSG
For many, Christmas “feels over.” But with Jesus Christmas is never over. With Jesus it is always just beginning and it’s never too late. His mercies are new, afresh and alive every morning, noon and night.
Everlasting Father. Everlasting Embrace.
If we’re all honest, there are times during the Christmas season when we end up feeling overwhelmed or obligated, weary or worn-out, hurried or hurting, lonely or lost.
If that’s you, don’t feel ashamed. Rejoice. Because Christmas came for you. Christmas came to embrace you where you are. And Christmas came to heal you there, raise you up there and fill you with a Living Hope and Resurrection Life there. Christmas came to restore your true identity; to remind you Whose you are.
Christmas is Jesus. And Jesus came to reveal the Father’s love for you and renew you once again in the Spirit of sonship (daughtership)! The wonder of this Christmas is the joy of your Salvation found in the embrace of your Father’s arms!
Enter Into Christmas Devotional

“to the praise of the glory of His grace, by which He made us accepted in the Beloved.”
Ephesians 1:6 NKJV
There’s no part of your humanity that Jesus isn’t in touch with. He took on human flesh to truly feel you. It’s safe to let your guard down with Him and let Him in. He wants you to know Him by knowing He knows you fully & seeks you out there.
Our hearts become hardened when we believe there is some part of us that isn’t accepted; when we feel our secret hurts, insecurities and failed attempts are a disappointment to our Father.
On the contrary, it’s when we receive His unconditional Love, tenderness and grace in the midst of our suffering-knowing that we are wholly embraced and accepted IN the Beloved Son-our hearts become softened and vulnerable.
Vulnerable like a tender baby. Like a helpless infant (sinless) Savior who chose to leave His throne and be embraced by sinful flesh, wholly dependent on an imperfect young girl, full of fear and insecurities.
And all so He could take her condition, and yours, upon His body, on a cross, and give you His perfect condition without conditions. Undeserved favor, unearned compassion and unmerited kindness.
All wrapped up in His righteousness alone that wraps you in His glory and honor. All wrapped up in a newborn’s cry; the cry that calls for you to come as you are. The cry that silences your heart’s cry to be loved as you are.
So go ahead, let your guard down and hear Him whisper, “Come My beloved. Let it go. Let your dependence be wholly on Me and enter into Christmas!”
Resting In His Love,
Annalee Reyes
Thanksgiving For The Hungry Heart
When was the last time you woke up in the morning and thanked your Daddy God for…you? When you open your eyes, do you realize He kissed you awake? As you exhale and yawn, do you discern you’re inhaling His breath? Do you thank Him because He made you His marvelous masterpiece and has marvelous plans for you?
Maybe this Thanksgiving you need reminding that “thanks-giving” is actually “thanks-receiving,” and all that you have gratitude for is in direct relation to how you see God, how loved and accepted you believe you are and how much you believe He freely gives.
When God Is Silent
I don’t know about you, but I have heard and read so many well-meaning messages and devotionals about why, when and how God is “silent.” And every one was tainted in some way with a religious tone. Some would point to God being silent during certain seasons of your life while others would suggest He is waiting for you to arrive at some point. Regardless, there is only one truth to His silence. And in this love letter, I hope the sound of that verity resonates freedom in your soul. It’s the reason I can’t keep quiet!
In this gospel, there is only good news. And the more intimate I become with God and the more He reveals to me His heart, His finished work and His ways, the more undone I become in His love and grace. Now don’t get me wrong…there has been many a “season” in my relationship with Jesus when it has felt or seemed as though God were silent. Actually, it felt more like He was completely ignoring me! But as He has gently unraveled the chains of lies that religion loves to keep us bound in, I have come to see just how He relates to and communes with us. And it’s always in Perfect Love.